Back to habit again

I am behind schedule for 4 days already, from monday till now, all I do was playing games, and Forex. Worst still, playing online poker. I am so fucked when I am at home, I cannot stay in-front of a gaming desktop with full hd 32 inch lcd tv, otherwise I am fucked up with the computer, playing dota, forex and poker all day long.

While, poker is for entertainment purposes, I do not even think of earning money through it. So, do not say I am a online poker addict. I normally play S$15.00 on sit and go tournaments fortnightly to ease my loneliness. Life is like that, if there is no one there for you, you are just a fucked up little beanie jumping on a street.

How I wish, I could have someone to trust and share my ideals with and make money with them together. But I had already put my trust into many people and they took advantage of it and betrayed me. Fuck you trust, Fuck you and your fucking trustworthy words. You should never exists in this world "TRUST".

Well, I think I should just shut down my desktop and go to my laptop instead because if I were to stay on this fucking desktop, I think I would not even touch my work. Alright, fucking desktop, you are the source of the fucking distraction, you may shut down now. 

How I wish, CMD could have this command. "/fuckyou windows" and than Windows would reply, "I am so sad that you fucked me upside down" and than shuts down for 7 hours, even when you try to log in again, Windows would block it by this pop out "Since you fucked Windows, You cannot access this computer for 7 hours please try again later" 

Haha, maybe the Windows development team would see this, and implement it. 

P.S: I was just joking.

Alright going over to my laptop now!